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I am trying to find motivation now a days, but it's nowhere to be found. I am struggling with my art and I don't feel happy with anything I do anymore. I look at other people and instead of feeling motivated i just feel discouraged. I really hope to get to where I want to be some day, but I think I am moving kind of slow. I don't find the joy of it anymore and I have tons of ideas put they don't turn out the way I want. I didn't even know you could be scared of your own art work. I am, I am scared to make mistakes, scared to make really bad art. I don't even know where this feeling comes from, all of a sudden it came out of now where. Before

Well, Here we go. I am currently working on my digital stuff. I had so much trouble understanding how to do this blending color thing. But I have spent hours watching tutorials and trying it out myself. No I finally can say I am getting the hang of it. I just finished school and I hope to do a bunch of art work before I have to start up again. It's allot easier to do my own stuff and I can spend more time on each project. I hope people are liking my art and I would like some feedback on my stuff if you mind taking time of your day to leave a little comment.

These past days has been kind of over stressful, I been trying so hard to understand the digital painting techniques. It's really hard but I have been looking at some tutorials and seen that it really helps allot. So I am hoping to get more into it as the year goes on. I guess just working and practicing is the way too go.